Last week’s appointment with the OB confirmed that I will need a C – Section and I have been booked in for 03/03/10 (if not interrupted by act of God). I have to be at the hospital at 6.30am and the surgery will be some time in the morning. I am nervous about having the epidural but I don’t want a general because I want to be awake to see my baby being born. For me it is about ‘letting go’ of control and putting full faith in God and the surgical team.
With less than 4 weeks to go I’m starting to take things a little easier (at least not lifting anything too heavy) or doing anything that will send me in to labour. I still have things to do and need everyday I can get. At this stage I can’t believe how fast the 9 months has crept up on me. I should have started organising things a little earlier. In fact I thought with my OCD the nesting would have started earlier but I just need to not stress and remember that when I come out from hospital the dusting will not matter!
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